The amazing YOU.

Tonight I tried to text my ex on whatsapp, I just wanna know how he is, but he suddenly block me from whatsapp. I've tried to talk to him, tried to start a conversation but he never reply. I just wanna make a peace, hope we can be good friends. I don't know if he would be that angry to me, but it isn't my fault. We broke up because of the condition, we both are getting tired to holding together so hard, working and struggling to get to the top of a relationship goal, and we've never found it. We had been together for more than 3years, you can imagine how amazing we were, when our love was stronger than anything even to fight the condition. But now it's just a memory, it was great memory for me to be with someone as amazing as him for more than 3years. I've never felt really loved in my life, but you came into my life and made it. I wish I could be a strong girl, face the truth that we don't expect. but I'm just a normal girl, I cry when I see my paddington bear, I cry when I see our pictures and videos, I cry when I remember our memories, I cry when I realise that we aren't together anymore. I always cry. I can't imagine if he is in a relationship with someone now. How lucky his gf is. He will really care to his gf and loyal and sweet. And I'm just here waiting for someone who can be at least the same with him, because I doubt I could find someone better than him :') Dear you, the most amazing ex boyfriend, I can accept our decision to split up, I know the decision was made to make us happy, not to make us sad even the truth says that now I feel lonely without you now but if we still being in a relationship we won't ever find our true happiness and give it chance to come in. I love you and will always love you, no matter what. I really hope you and your family always be happy and be blessed.